I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive, hey hey

will I?!
I'm in love! i can't eat anything and constantly losing weight. it's not unconscious though, I've chose to be like this. And I've chose to be in love. but it's great. . . and hard . . . and sad . . . and great! 
and I'm not so sure if I will survive after her.